On my new Cd (my life with the two), i put hate and love songs but in the love songs none of the words were lies for instance the first time i heard his voice i did melt! Sometimes i feel as if my life is about to crash! I totally need these guys in my life! Im hopeless head over heels in the moment, I didn't wanna hurt him! Ok i need to stop qouting thier songs! I hung out wiht Nick, he says that he misses seeing me around i told him the same then Joe walked in. "Hey hows it going..." he asked. Nick just rolled his eyes. I didn't know what to do so i just left. I guess that Joe and Nicks lil visit didn't last long cuz next thing i know Nick's here with me. "Im ruining your broship im sorry!" I weeped. "No ur not Joe just doesn't know what he's missing;" Nick said consideratley then he hugged me. " Why did i never see you your just so sweet to me!"I exclaimed. "Joe thinks we aren't dating" Nick said in his usual shy way. " I dont know Nick I cant think right now i've totally hurt you two maybe i should just leave!" I spat out, "or maybe i should try dating someone like.." Nick cut me off "Please tell me your not gonna say Kevin!"Nick pleaded. "Not in a million years no offense to him!"I joked.Nick smilied "That's my girl." I smiled back "lets go out tonight." Later Nick and I were reading Popstar Magazine to see what they were lying anout now, when we got to an interview titled "WHAT WOULD YOU TAKE BACK?" It had Joe's picture then a paragraph under it and it read "If i could take back anything i'd rethink what i did that totally crushed this girl i've always cared about.-Joe" I felt my heart stop and i felt anger "Can you believe he he said something about how much he cares for her and its only been two months Tops!" I exclaimed angered. "Well she is his girlfriend plus it might be you who...." Nick tried to say but i cut him off. "Dont finish why would he write something like that about ME" I asked him, but i dont think he could tell i ACUALLY wanted an answer. We moved on to what nick had said in that article " I would take back not telling my best friend how much i care,"Nick read it aloud blushing. I couldnt help but smile. Then we got to mine and i read it aloud "Trusting a guy with my heart and having it rorn right out," I frowned at those harse words (that were very true)i had used.
