If for an instant I've would've known what laid ahead, my life would've being so different. Maybe I would've visit more my family, maybe I never have done drugs... but here I'm am on the vesel to inferno... and I can almost feel the pain of the fire burning my skin... and that woman on the shore, just staring... staring at us, almost piercing my eyes... and I can't keep looking at her... I down my head and look to the floor... maybe it'll go away, like a terrible nightmare. But still the unforgiven waves, the ocean keep getting us closer to her... what lay ahead, ohhhhhhh dear God have compassion of us... if it makes any difference I'm so ashame of what I did with my life, the time I waisted on other women, on other people, rather than my kids. Ohhhhhhh God... they did not come to visit me at the hospital not once... and I die alone in that private room, not even the company of a stranger. And nobody went to my funeral, at least my lawyer arranged the services... blahhhhh. Maybe if for an instant I've would've known what laid ahead, my life would've beeing so different.