The tears you'll never see... ( Please read)

Yesterday I discovered u had a girlfriend, I discovered it, because I saw u kiss her right in front of me... The incredible thing is she's younger than me, and suddenly u saw her and to u she's ur perfect woman, while I who has loved u for almost a year, am the one who ends up all alone... But still I don't understand u, sometimes u look like ur just with her because somehow u want to draw my attention, and if that's what ur trying to do, the only thing ur getting is tearing myself apart... Ohhh! How I'm trying to forget, to get to understand that u and I shall never be together, but u aren't really helping! every time u can, u stare at me, every time I laught, ur there looking at me, and every time I cry ur there too... But how to understand what does this mean, if it's a signal of letting u go or something else... Why do I still feel like somehow u feel something for me, that there are some things that just haven't been arranged yet... And anyway I also still feel on the inside that I should just ignor u completely, not put any attention to whatever u do, because even I know that every time that I shall see u kiss her and also be with her, I shall turn myself apart, forgetting u shall be the best thing I shall do to let the pain go... And honestly today I saw u again with her, and I decided to run away and not think about whatever happened, but still somehow I believe that I shouldn't really should be worrying about all this, but forget because these tears I'm letting out right now might just be seen by myself because these shall forever be the tears you'll never see....

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