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            ~ BeatriX Kiddow ~ 

....aka the bride.
....aka black mamba
....aka mommy
Pick whomever you like, 
and I suppose that is me.
All you really need to know is..
I'm not a woman that takes well to "snakes".
In Africa the "black mamba" will take down any 
snake if it threatens her. 
That used to be my nickname. I've done my part. Mother lioness and her cub are now finally together and a new life begins, far away from that 3 letter name we all seem to know so well. 
bill.

That was the ending.
This is the beginning.
As sure as god made little green apples 
I know for certain that I am Free now.
I see my past as a history lesson.. one that lets me know, anyone can be in love with 
the wrong snake. 
Believe me I've been bitten 
and Ive bitten back. 
Those days are behind me now and 
I hope only to raise my BB the way 
she should be raised. 
Not in fear, not around violence, 
not around manipulation or mind tricks. 
But around Love, around safety, 
around truth.. and mommy.
I lost her once.  I gained her twice.

So.. you might think Id have a lot to say.
Well I do. 
I hope I can say it through the art I make here. 
I'm not the best at it.. but I sure make a good student.

A lot of what I do here will be for other 
women I know. 
Others that are fighting their own "bill". 
What Im talking about is .. 
Abuse.
Or what some call domestic violence. 
See, domestic violence is not just physical. 
It is also mental, sexual, emotional, verbal, 
and I feel it can be spiritual. 

Our spirits.. the spirit of a Woman 
is not one to toy with. 
We aren't toys, we aren't little girls. 
We know there is a strength within us. 
A certain little power that purrs in the shadows. ...........A Lioness.
Its that lioness that I want you to remember.
Yes you.

I roared.. I rampaged.. but there was no satisfaction until I was far far away..
from bill.  
In my case.. I died, I was shot. 
I thought I lost my daughter in that death. 
4 years later I woke up.. must have been 
an act of god - instead of death I woke 
from a coma.  Later, I got my revenge. 
Afterwards, I cleansed myself of those moments, 
I got myself back, 
I learned again how to live my own life.. with no one to answer to, no one to take orders from, 
no one to run from, hide from or want revenge on. 

Now I live F R E E 

I will never again feel those feelings.
I will always and forever be who I am now.
I am ...Me.
I am a lioness. I am black mamba. 
I am Beatrix Kiddow ..I'm mommy.
But really....
I'm just me.
.....and I'm free.

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Be a Friend.. I don't bite ;) *winks*

Fight abuse if you see it. 
Its more than a crime to try to steal 
the very spirit of a woman and cage the 
person she is. 
You may as well be buried alive. Use your fists and will.. your sweat and your tears and your blood to get OUT.  To end your story of revenge, of hurt, pain, humiliation, being used. 
Leave while you can. 
Snakes go after the same prey if that prey seems an easy target. Don't underestimate,
just use your boot heel and smash that snake. 
YOU are the only one who can take up your own cause. You deserve better and you are 
your own hero.

I wish you Love!!!!!!!! I pray you peace.  
I hope to meet more of you.

~*~*Beatrix*~*~


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Please JOIN my 
            ***ART AGAINST ABUSE*** group!! 

I run an abuse group for support for women 
on my-space www.myspace.com/_emotionalabuse 
and while here on blingee, I thought it would be Wonderful to have a place where we all can show our SUPPORT and love to those who are going through Abuse, have gone through it and survived, or even in memory of loved ones and friends who have passed.. please do join us!
~ ~ ~Art is made to express the heart and soul 
and I would love to invite all of you to show how you feel about domestic violence/Abuse of any kind, raising Awareness & sharing love by making your Art and showing your Love!
Here is the Link to the group! 
Please Join! xoxox 

              ART AGAINST ABUSE: 
http://blingee.com/group/45060-Art-Against-Abuse


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I fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim. 
I fight like a girl who is tired of being IGNORED and HUMORED and BEATEN and RAPED. 
I fight like a girl who's sick of not being taken seriously. 
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I fight like a girl who has a lifetime of STRENGTH and PRIDE pent up in her girly body. 
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I fight like a girl who knows that THIS BODY and THIS  MIND are mine. 
I fight like a girl who knows that U ONLY HAVE AS MUCH POWER AS I GRANT YOU. 
I fight like a girl who will never allow you to take more than I offer. 
I fight like a girl who FIGHTS BACK. 
So next time you think you can distract yourself from your insecurities by victimizing a girl, 
..THINK AGAIN. 
She may be ME 
and 
I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL.

~Written by an abuse survivor
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yes this page is role-play..Kill Bill is a mix of 2 great films! I feel the best way to show why I'm here is to play that part.. winks* I am a survivor and Ive killed my own snakes. Call me mamba, 
call me Beatrix, just send love, it's what 
I have for YOU.... xoxox

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