Rant... (Yes I'm back for a little bit to rant)

Ok so these past few weeks I've been having issues with my so-called boyfriend. Ever since I switched my lunch so I can spend time with him I feel like things have changed between us like alot. I mean the first few weeks he was all loving and kind and sweet but for like two weeks now he's been a total jerk to me! First everyone saw us being all cuddly and started teasing us and asking if we're dating. He keeps saying no we're just friends! Jerk! Why does he insist on keeping our relationship a secret?! Why?! I HATE when he does this I makes me feel like he's ashamed that we're together or disgusted. Second he's such a flirt! he goes around the whole freaking lunchrrom sometiems talking to guy friends (Which I'm ok with) and then he teases and hugs other girls! No matter hwo many times I've told him to stop he keeps doing it. Often times right in front of me! And he just ignores me if I give him a look or yell at him. Thrid he teases me alot but I hate it he always ends up insulting me or hurting my feelings, so I either up crying or I end up slapping him because I get so mad at him. And he's been treating me like crap! He gets mad at me if I fall asleep, read, if I cough, or I try to tease him back. I've ending up leaving the lunchroom to go cry in the bathroom at least 5 times. I'm sick of this crap. I've done so much for him over these past two years and he used to do a lot for me. Now I always have to do the work in this relationship and I always have to be the affectionate one now. Ugh I'm not an affectionate person to begin with I eman even saying I love you to my own family members is hard for me let alone hug or kiss someone. I warned him about this before I said yes to going out with him. Has he forgotten that or does he just not care anymore? I don't think he loves me anymore and now I'm pretty sure I hate him. There I said it. I hate my boyfriend. I hate everything about him now. Ok that's it I'm breaking up with him on monday for good. Andrew if you're reading this I hate you and we're over, don't ever talk to me again.

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SAVANNA andrew

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