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...a child. He is my lover, my best friend and the man who saved me from my own life. We have been married for going on 19 years now, and we are stronger than ever. I don't know what the future holds for you. I don't even know if you will ever see this message. But if you do, I want you to know that there IS hope, even if there are no guarantees. I won't say I will pray for you, because I am an atheist, but I will say that I am thinking of you and wish you well. Please be well.

...provided for them and helped me raise them into adulthood. They are all adults now and still adore him. More than that, I became disabled several years ago, and am now bed-ridden and a shell of the woman I once was. He takes care of my every need without making me feel like a burden. He shows me so much love and devotion and was the first and only person to make me believe that I was really loved. My life had taught me I was unloveable. But I have everything I ever wanted and needed as...

...damaged me a little more. I felt like a disposable child who was perpetually thrown away and forgotten. I dreamed of a family of my own who would love me unconditionally. No matter how perfect I tried to be, it was never good enough. There is so much more to the horrible events of my childhood, but I'll just stop here and say that I eventually found my knight in shining armour. I had 3 children from a previous marriage, and one with him, and he accepted all of them equally. He loved them...

...never got her happy ending. She know only pain and abuse, but she loved us three children with all her heart. She died at the age of 32. I was three years old, and that began an extremely traumatic childhood where I was taken away from my alcoholic father, separated from my siblings, abused, neglected, then lost my father on my tenth birthday, and was bounced around from one home to the next, none of whom ever wanted me, and always would send me away, usually abused me, and always...

I don't know you, but I've read all of this and your profile and I cry for you. I'm so sorry for the trials that life has put you through. I'm not sure how old you are. Based on your posts I would guess a young adult, and I have absolutely no real advice or words of wisdom for you, but I CAN tell you that sometimes, when you start off with a horrific childhood, you get a happy ending. Not always, but it does happen sometimes. My mother, who led a sad life and only wanted to do what was right...

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You're usually the very soul of devotion and commitment, and you love your routines more than just about anyone. But now, for some darned reason, you can't even force yourself to do anything the way you did it yesterday -- or for the past ten months. Or even years. Don't be scared. Maybe it's time for a change, and the universe has devised a plan to help you out. Surf this tide. 3/26/14 
*Im in so much pain from swollen knees I can barely walk & I have to work 50hrs this week

My mom went from being a young mother  who made mistakes who'd experimented with X, crack and all kinds of drugs & let men&women run in her in groups to a 50 year old woman who believe child molesters are gentle and would not only allow her daughter to be tortured but would also participate in the crimes against her. I stay w/ my grandmother again & she said that my dad was so good to us, she's just jealous of that & no one should never change my love for him, not even her.