Move Along- American Rejects

2/23/2014 Today, I told my mom that another card of mine was missing and that 2-3 weeks ago, my firs debit card came up missing. And I told her that I would just keep looking for it and she presses the issue saying "So, you think that someone took your card?" "You think that there is some conspiracy about your cards missing?!" And the way she looked at me set me off because I hadn't said "Shelia threw my cards away." I just said two of my cards were missing and she couldn't empathize with me. So, I said "Its a conspiracy that you slept with men after they molested your kids." And from there it went downhill. On Valentine's Day, my twin told me that the mother of his children wants to search for my father somehow. And I told my mom and I had no reply from her. So, I brought it up today in the middle of arguing and she says "Fuck your Daddy, he was a trick ass pimp..." And I said "but, he accepted us as his kids, he took responsibility for us and not only that, he loved us and was over protective of us." And like an ignorant dummy, the reply was "He did do shit but help me financially." And I said "but, you and your girlfriend lived rent free in Hyde Park from the time I was 8 to the time I was 23." And look at the progress they've made together as a couple with a man paying their rent and giving them $400 bi weekly for nursing." I had to tell my mom that her whole life is about being with people who are molesters and rapists and that someone else (most times a child) is always hurt by it, not her. I told her that she let my dad believe he was our father and that because he loved us and wanted to protect us, she should've worked with him and even him more respect. I asked her what if he died alone without us after taking care of us all his life and she said " so,fuck him." My dad would see us every single day when he wasn't working with Amtrack. He would not only take us out to eat but, he'd pay for my friends meal. On days when he was in town and we didn't go to a restaurant or a fast food place, he took us to the grocery store. I had a good dad who did things the way you'd think a woman would. Always on time with seasonal clothes and new bunk beds and I think that any parent who has a child with a person deserves respect and consideration when it comes to sharing children. My father will always be the best father I could've had and my mom will always be the one who put us in harm's way. My mom calls me a "radical" and says that I look like I'm crazy to people online but, I can't let a woman who wouldn't complete her college work after I'd done it for her, get to me. My mom is someone who literally dropped out of college after I told her I wouldn't do her homework anymore. And I did that when Shelia came to me face on Dr. King's Day in 2013 and called me a "homeless bitch." Shelia is so confident in my mom's ignorance that that she knows she can keep tormenting me and my mom will do nothing about it. My cards have gone missing and now, these ripple affects are going through my family right now where my twin has called me mom going off on her and saying "my kids won't come around you again." And he is a perpetrator. And he knows that my da deserves more. Shelia is twisted and my mom is a reflection of her. This whole mobbing game has affected my family and I guess it needed to happen.

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2/23/14

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